Dear Russ, I do not know you personally but i am a member of the First Presbyterian Church of Metuchen and have heard what has happened to you through our our worship services and weekly prayer time. My sister also belongs to RVCC and we have spoken about you and what has happened. My heart goes out to you and your obviously wonderful family and friends and i pray for you and your family to find the courage to continue to fight for your recovery. God is with you. I will continue to pray for you and your family as our entire congregation does as well. Believe and keep fighting. God Bless You!